We Found Love in a Hopeless Place

I found a folder in one of my clouds simply titled “Things I’ll Never Say”. It’s been such a long time since I went into the folder, I didn’t have a clue what was in it. Well … I found this, and I figured it was too beautiful a little tale to not share with you beautiful people.   Because I Can’t Write a Novel – Day 10 One of my female friends asked me a question the other day, and it inspired this post. As much as I may…

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Baby Boy

Taking a little break away from Project: Love Thyself, I have something I wanna talk about. We all knew it was coming. I was looking for it I guess. Counting the days, secretly stalking like good old social media lets us… Big Love had a baby. He had a baby boy. I knew she was pregnant, the girlfriend I mean. I spoke about it a while ago. She changed her profile picture to a heavily pregnant one of her and it was oh so clear. I’d already had my suspicions…

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I Heard It Through The Grapevine

11/10/2015: Operation Blog Catch-Up I’d heard through the grapevine that Big Love’s current girlfriend was pregnant but it would appear he’s deleted his Facebook page again so I assumed it was a rumour. I also assumed that he was back on one of his drug-binges again because that’s normally what it means when he goes into social lockdown. I had a stalk of her page in the middle of the night. You know because that’s what I do when I can’t sleep and no one else is awake. She changed…

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When Karma Keeps Comin’

So, I’ve figured out the answer to the question. How do you make a relationship with Big Love last longer than two years? The answer – get yourself pregnant. Talking to some of my girls on the other side of the world, bitching about the Beluga Whale and Little Miss Sunshine and their current ‘being-sued situation‘, and I learned some new information. Big Love got fired from his job. Boom. He had to move away. Boom. He accidentally got his girlfriend pregnant. Boom. Well, well, well, what with Big Love…

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Cupid Was Busy Today.

Five years ago today, I flew to the other side of the world for Big Love. Today would also have been my two-year anniversary with my Beautiful Tattooed Jock. Pretty busy day for Cupid, it would seem. Today was a weird day for me. I woke up to my TimeHop reminding me of my past failed relationships once again. I should probably just delete that application from my phone. On most days, it does more harm than good. This morning it was the first photos of me on the other…

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But I’ll Survive.

I’m not in a good place tonight. I had a wee meltdown on the phone to the Bestie on his way home from work. He’s so good to me. Sometimes I wish I could see beyond our friendship and make it something more. I know he’d never break my heart or make me cry. He’d never hurt me in the ways that all the other guys have done. I love my Bestie with every ounce of my soul but honestly, it’s not in that way. I don’t think he thinks…

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My Peptide Addiction?

I’ve been wallowing in self pity for too long again obviously. My loving readers are sending me all sorts of help and advice. Some tough love. Some soft love. One really got me thinking. It was The Girl Who Never Grew Up who said it – those three little words that has pretty much fucked up my day. (In a good way of course. Thanks for bringing it to my attention chick! <3 ) “Google ‘peptide addiction’” I did… Peptide addiction.  Love and relationship addiction.  The theory behind why women…

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Something’s Not Right.

Something’s not right at all. You want to know how I know that something isn’t right? I’ve not blogged in ages, I’m smoking far too much pot, and I started stalking Big Love on Facebook again. It’s funny how he comes creeping around every now and again. In my head at least, anyway. I was having a look through my messages to find something from a while back, and I came across the last lot of messages we had sent each other. I can’t remember if I told you but…

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Why Won’t He Have Sex With Me?

I’m in what sadly feels like an all too familiar situation right now, and I genuinely don’t know what to do about it. I can’t seem to get my boyfriend to have sex with me, and it doesn’t matter how many naughty underwear sets I buy, how many hours I spend getting ready, or how much effort I put in to the evening, he just won’t put out. What the fuck am I doing wrong? This happened with Big Love towards the end of our relationship. I’m starting to see…

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