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The Tug-of-War.

February 13, 2013February 25, 2020 notsosexinthecityAnxiety, depression, Getting the Ick, long distance relationship, Reflection, Soldiers

I’m pulling away from One Ball. There, I said it. I’m creating drama for the sake of creating drama because there is nothing dramatic going on in my life and I don’t know why I’m doing that. But I am. Everything was going so bright and breezy. There wasn’t any fighting, we were getting along just fine, everything was fine … and I got bored. I fucked things up. We spent another awesome set of days together, laughing and watching movies and doing other things that regular couples do when…

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1 Sleep to Go. Where am I?

February 9, 2013February 25, 2020 notsosexinthecityAnxiety, fail, long distance relationship, love, self esteem, Soldiers

One Ball is turning up again tomorrow. I’m nowhere near as prepared and ready as I should be, and everything that I have tried to sort out has fallen apart. I’m starting to feel a little down, like life is deliberately trying to get me down. Or maybe I’m just being melodramatic? I went lingerie shopping so that I could treat One Ball to something new and cute, but I made the mistake of not trying on the bra before buying. Instead, I threw caution to the wind, bought the…

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10 Things I Hate About You

February 6, 2013February 23, 2020 notsosexinthecityAnxiety, experimenting, fail, long distance relationship, love, Soldiers

One Ball and I had a conversation that could have gone really badly. I watched 10 Things I Hate About You – which is a BRILLIANT film, by the way – and somehow, we ended up deciding to make a list of the 10 things we hated about each other. It was a dangerous conversation, to be honest, but honesty is the best policy, right? We promised to laugh it off, not be mean, and to learn and grow together afterwards, but it went just as uncomfortably as you might…