The Dom
Number: 48(a)
Length: N/A
If I had to describe this non-relationship in three (ish) words, I would say: D/s, ropes, and masturbation.
Twirtation
Every now and again I get guys Tweeting me. I don’t pay much attention to it. What’s the point? I’m an anonymous blogger, I’m never going to meet them. Most of the guys who Tweet me probably don’t even read my blog. They certainly wouldn’t say the things they say to me if they did. Maybe this is something I should talk about some more?…
Do I Play The Game?
I keep talking about The Director, and the up and down relationship we seem to have found ourselves in but one person I haven’t spoken about enough, or at all for that matter is The Twirtation. He’s still around in a roundabout kinda way. I seem to have the hardest time writing down my thoughts about him probably because I know he’s going to read…
Good Girl
I need to think of a better name for my Twirtation. I’m trying to think of a really good one, a really juicy one. One immediately springs to mind but I can’t use it. It would be far too obvious who he was. Aaaaaaanyway. Remember I said he wanted to play a game? Well, I didn’t exactly agree to the game but it turns out…
Team Dom
I have a boyfriend. I did try to break up with him but then he changed my mind. Simple enough right? Nope, not simple at all. Because not only do I have a boyfriend but I also have a Dom. The Twirtation, now renamed as The Dom, seems to have made me his Sub. Sorry, sub. I’ve learned capitalisation of that is important. In fact,…
I Want Me Some of That
I tried to take a step back from The Dom. Things were getting too complicated. He was starting to ask questions I didn't know the answers to. When were we gonna meet? Why am I still flirting with other boys? Confused and more than a little pissed off with my own indecision, I finally made a decision. I cooled things off and then we had…
Ultimatums
My life seems to be full of ultimatums right now. Ultimatums and uncertainty. I hate it. The Dom and I were fighting. If The Director is in my life, The Dom won’t be. He also seems to think I won’t be able to have a relationship with someone who DOESN’T know and read the blog. Of course he would say that… wouldn’t he? And what does…
I’m Making My Point Now
I care a lot about people. All I want is for people to care about me in the same way and honestly, I don't think that's too much to ask for. Sometimes I care too much, I do too much. I go out of my way to make sure the people I care about are happy and comfortable even when sometimes they don't really deserve…
I’m No Void-Filler
I had a little text exchange with The Dom yesterday morning and to be honest, I wasn't going to write about it because he's out of my life now. I'm grateful. I wasn't yesterday when we had our text exchange and I was angry but now, after talking to some people and getting a different perspective about things, I'm glad I got out when I…