Today I Miss …
It suddenly struck me today just how much I missed my vibrators. Well, one specifically: the Rampant Rabbit. I’ve talked about the toy a lot before, and I’ll probably talk about it a lot more in the future even though there are new toys to tell you about, but my Rampant Rabbit is the toy I’m missing the most right now. I’m missing it so fucking much.
I’ve wanked a lot during lockdown, but they’ve been secret, silent, stolen wanks in the shower, or really quietly at my desk when I’m sure everyone else is asleep. My fingers work their magic just fine, yes, but I’m bored with them.
Ideally, I’d like someone else’s fingers to take over, but if I can’t have that, I’ll settle for being able to reach for my Rabbit again.
It’s a noisy toy, though. Too noisy to use in lockdown with people all around me, or in the next room, or knocking on the door and asking for help in finding this or that. It’s not a toy that I can use when there are other people in the house — and that’s what makes my lusting for it so infuriating. Of all the toys I could grab, why does it have to be that one I miss the most? That I love the most?
I have quieter toys I could use, of course, but those aren’t going to deliver what I want right now. I want vaginal action as well as clitoral action, to feel as full as I feel stimulated, to have something thick and hard and somewhat lifelike inside of me as those bunny ears dance and tickle against my clit.
The first thing I’m going to do when I’m all alone in the house again is reach for my Rabbit and fuck myself silly with it.
What’s the first thing you’re going to do when lockdown is over and life returns back to normal?
