I am Fucking Raging.

Surprise surprise, she’s pissed off again. Apparently the course of true love doesn’t run fucking smooth. Although to be fair, this time, I think I might be overreacting a little bit. So… The Redneck and his other half went to Vegas to get married and today was the day. It was going to be happening at 6pm our time, and I could watch it online with some streaming thing. Jock was so excited about it so I got all excited about, and I rushed home faster than I’ve ever gotten…

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I’m Still Fucking Raging

I meant to put this up last night but I forgot. Then I fell asleep. I’m old these days. My bad… I never thought I was one of those girls that would dwell on a fight and let it fester for days before blowing into an almighty drama. It would turn out that I am one of these girls, however; especially with Jock. I haven’t spoken to him since she put that Facebook post up yesterday. Well, I sent him one message in response to his abrupt “Afternoon” today saying…

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Well, That Backfired (& Other Ex-Related Bullshit)

So I had the hump with him. Jock I mean. The ex was poking her nose in everywhere and I was not impressed. Well, I exploded at him on the phone two days ago, and although technically he did what I asked, we had a big fight, haven’t spoken again for another 24 hours, and I didn’t get to see him this weekend. I am now incredibly pissed off, with myself though; not with him, and I miss him terribly. How do I undo this? So what happened? Well, I…

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So… What Happened?

Let me just take a moment to remember where I left off last time… Oh yeah, I was waiting for him to text back, and hoping for him to offer to come to mine. I was livid at him but I really missed him, and my lust for his smell came over my need to be angry at him. I messaged him in one last bid to save my weekend… “I guess you’re busy tonight too then.” We had a brief chat, mostly me telling him how pissed off I…

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I Knew It!

So…. the crazy fucking ex played right into my hands, just like I knew she would. I can’t quite remember where I left off with you guys so let me just recap for one moment… Remember I was really pissed off about the crazy slut of an ex that seemed to be making my life a misery by taking up too much of his time, and his energy? Well, I had an angry outburst when I was on my period, resulting in Jock speaking to her and basically asking her…

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You’re Pregnant… And You’re Having a Girl!

“I had a dream about you last night and you was pregnant. You were living with some girl who didn’t like you because you told her, her boyfriend was cheating on her. And you were having a little girl!” My pregnant work colleague – the one that has left, had the baby, and is due back from maternity leave next month, messaged me this morning. Apparently she had this really realistic dream and she saw all of the above happen. This is weird. It’s weird for me because I had…

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The Best Laid Plans…

Have you ever noticed how life has a funny way of fucking stuff up? Take my weekend for example. I have three days off – Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. I managed to get all of my freelance writing stuff done last week, in the hope that everything would be paid up before my three beautiful days off with Jock. He’s always skint, so if I don’t have money, we don’t have money and life is boring. It’s as simple as that. As much as we can have fun without doing…

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Dating Jock 

The Queen of Hearts.

You may remember that a few months ago, Jock and I had found a couple of tattoos that we adored and wanted to get…. Well, yesterday we got them. I eventually came to see my poor boyfriend a day late on Sunday night. I got his days off wrong too apparently. My bad. This means that I am sat at his right now, waiting for him to get home, trying to get some writing and done and not really getting anywhere because yesterday I bought myself a new phone, a…

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Dating Jock 

Am I Overreacting Again?

It happened again. Remember a couple of weeks ago I was raging angry because I had primped and preened and gotten myself all beautiful for a naughty night in with Jock and nothing happened? Well I did it again, and he fell asleep on me again. I’m starting to wonder if there is any point to this? First of all, I am aware that I am possibly overreacting a bit here. But I’m a girl and that’s what we do. Secondly, you’ve not heard the whole story yet so don’t…

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Dating Jock 

Dating a Man With Kids…

Actually wrote this a couple of days ago (before the fight) but forgot to post it. Shan’t waste it! 😉 Is it actually possible to be a bit jealous of an eight year old child? It’s a question I’ve been thinking about for a while, but I know the sort of reaction I’ll get when I talk about it. You knew Jock had a daughter when you first started dating him… She’s a child… How can you be jealous of a child…?! The chick on the end of the wrath…

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