Category: Dating

Things have been plain sailing with Jock and I recently. You can probably tell – the blog is always quiet when there is nothing going wrong. There is only so many times you can say “I’m in love!” before someone slaps you around the face and tells you to man up… I spent last weekend with my beautiful Jock. It was amazing really. Saturday he picked me up straight from work and we did the family thing – socialising with my Mama Bear for a bit before we went back…

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So I had an absolutely perfect weekend with my Jock. I’m so glad we’re back to normal. It was like nothing was wrong. I loved it. We went to The Redneck’s 40th birthday party last night (Saturday night) and although I was apprehensive, I had an absolutely amazing time. By all accounts Jock and I had amazing sex when we got home but I will admit that I was plastered. Or trolleyed. Or bungalowed… for those that have ever watched the British comedian Michael McIntyre; I was d-r-u-n-k. I don’t…

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At exactly 7:56am this morning, as I was in the middle of getting ready for work, I lost it. It’s been 6 days since Jock and I last spoke. At this point, I had officially had enough. That was it. It was coming out there and then, no matter how long it took us. “So I’m assuming we’re done here then?” It came out in a fury. He got the full force of 6 days worth of silence and an early morning wake up right there in that text and…

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Okay, I didn’t message him yesterday and I’m sorry to talk about it again. I’m so agitated these days. I can’t sit still. I didn’t sleep well last night. I’m off work today and I can’t stay anywhere for five minutes to get a task completed. My attention span has gone down to about 3 seconds. I’m annoyed. I was going to text him when I woke up simply saying “I’m assuming we’re done here?” I didn’t send it. I didn’t send anything. Now my feelings are most definitely hurt.…

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Okay I’m starting to get worried now. The last time I spoke to Jock was Thursday evening. It’s been  4 whole days now and we haven’t exchanged a word. How long do you think you need to leave it before you class yourself as officially single? Not that I want to be of course…. It just doesn’t appear to be going very well. I’m forever changing and swapping my shifts to make sure that I can get time off that coincides with his. I genuinely want to change my life…

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I’ve not heard from Jock since yesterday morning when he messaged by at ridiculous o’clock in the morning. The last message he got from me was almost exactly 48 hours ago. I know I never messaged him back yesterday morning but why hasn’t he messaged me again? Referring back to the previous blog post, it would appear that he has decided to go out with his ex-roomies than see me. If he had bothered to message me, he would have known that I was off work sick yesterday because I…

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